you know what i kinda feel like that one freak with the eyeshadow from yuri on ice
(this one is a poem. i do that sometimes. i'll do that here too. i'm posting this one because the guy i wrote it about officially got a girlfriend so i'm kinda fucking losing it!!!! here you go <3) It feels too soon for you to drown my delusions Too late for anything to be enough to do so. I fell too hard, I fell too fast, Convinced myself this fantasy would last Of course it wouldn't. Of course it didn't. Of course you found someone. You're you, after all. So beautiful and kind and radiant, It was me who questioned how you didn't find someone before. Pangs of thought, moments picturing your face For the first time, you make me feel sick to my stomach. The fucking chess app on my computer won't close Because even my computer is mocking me now The pathetic creature I am, thinking of you, you, Trying not to think of what you're doing right now, who you're with, D* reminded me I have the right to be jealous. That it doesn't make me evil. Bu...
